Name: Anal Blaster
Age: Twenty-one mothafucka
Zodiac: Cancerian

Ellyssa
Huifen
Lionel
Qai-kunz
Yanz
Erisyah

November 2004
November 2005
December 2005
March 2006
August 2006
November 2006
December 2006

haiz.... after one week of MCs due to my minor surgery last wk...back to camp again tomorrow....haiz so boring like fu** i hate to go back there, it's hell in there man~ if i wanna talk bout...it'll never end... let's talk something else... yeah this coming weekend i will be goin to Malaysia, KL yeah man!!!! after so many months...years at last !!!! hahahahaha my in laws is goin to celebrate aidiladha over there...so my wife and danish keep pestering me to go.... so it's a "yes". looking forward for the KL trip next wk.... hope it's an amazing one coz i don want to waste my time over there for such a 'wasted' trip... if u guys know wat i mean... ok cheers for now.... \m/

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my favourite song babe!!!!!! taken from the album 'Hours' by funeral for a friend....

Dear friends of this academy
Oh, Romeo is bleeding to death..
To see a friend bleed to death
What for, some kind of metaphor
That I can't see..So I'll drink until I see it.
This sky will make me sick,So I'll give up on you,I'll give up on this.
This sky will make me sick,So I'll give up on this,I'll give up on you.

[Chorus]Archers in your arches,Raise your fingers for one last salute..
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine.

So you want to hold me up and bring me down?
Yes, you want to hold me up and break me down
I don't care for your sweet scentOr the way you want me more than I want you.
I don't care for your sweet scentOr the way you want me more than I want you.[Chorus x2]It's all mine.. it's all mine.. it's all mine...

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Yesterday jln raya was fantastic... meet up old folks from ITE Clementi.. but sadden fairuz and kumar the jokers didnt turn up cause of work... haiz next time lar babe perhaps...
yesterday was fun with wifey and danish along...danish cried on the 1st trip to wifey place at pasir ris... think 'tak sabar nak jumpe nenek and atuk die kat pasir ris' hehehehe... after dat he behave well... the upcoming 3 months boy was really adorable yesterday... he talk as if nobody's business... he bubbles as if this world is his alone... his feedings feeds him as if he didnt get feed for years....muahahaha ok ok muhammad danish basically u are adorable just like his mummy...

2nd house rite after pasir ris we went to dilah house in tampines... like usual every year.... my favourite nasi ayam her mom cook... muahahahaha i ate pretty much to fill up my 16 L tank...

3rd house my long lost jamming buddy and lepak buddy.. khai @ bedok this time her mom cook nasi lemak...tempting 'gila babi punya' there u go... i ate again... hahahaha feels so good to meet khai at last...

4th house to saadiah's place @ woodlands the last house for me cause my boy need rest... it was already 10 when we reach woodlands, shag to the max... this time spaghetti(not sure if this spells correctly) and chicken wing... wow both my favourite... there u go.. i ate again... hahaha 3 in straight rows.. nasi lemak, nasi ayam and spaghetti with chicken wing... wow

anyway thanks for making this happen guys... thanks to everyone who is involve in this year hari raya outing... thanks to khai to 'jemput' us to his house... thanks and many many thanks... eh guys 'gambar kalau dah update send ar babe tunggu ape lagik?'

thanks to wifey and danish u have been great in my life...both of u are adorable..thanks without you i cant make this happen on my own..thanks to my parents which support me all the way and to wifey parents thanks for accepting me... love you guys all... and mom get well soon... danish needs granny....hehehe ok lar guys will update soon.... bubyyeee SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

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yo yo yo...wassup ma bloggy~ it's been a while though.... ok ok ok settle down ladies and gentlemen.... cause there's a lot of things that i would like to say about...

First of all i would like to say many sorry-ies to all my friends that i've "dumped" for quite a while. Have been busy with personal things.... secondly, like to say many thanks to everyone that have been supporting me for wat i am and on wat i'm doin and all the decisions that i've made.

I'm a married man ryte now... yeah ryte i'm married... to all who attend my wedding invitation on the 21/06/06 thanks and to all which i didnt mentioned or forget or too far to contact, sorry...cause it was really really really a last minit thingy. Yeah i hope ya guys understand.

Being a married personnel is not easy. A lot of commitments goin on and i'm beginning to act like a man now. Act is not a good word though it's to be like a man..yeah it's a good word to replace..heh~

To cut it short, i'm becoming a father..... and will be expecting a son sometime this month.... "Md Danish" the name. My beloved son i hope you will grew up a somebody. Love ya son. And too my beloved wife i love ya with all my heart and soul... sorry if i ever hurt ya....i love ya hunny...i'll be a good one i promise...

Would like to have a gd house, a gd car, a gd family, a gd carrer and all the good things in life.... but 1st i must complete my 1 1/2 year to go NS.... shrugsss..... ok guys got to run will continue when i have the time.... bye bye



Regards
Lance Corporal Aidil <---(must be proud of your rank) hahahahahaha

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hey bloggy..hw r ya? sori havent been update for so so long...

rite now i can feel the ... down, sorrow, pain, apathy, guilty etc.... i'm really lost... what done cant be undone, i feel so useless if i dont react... i try my very best lil one... but pls forgive me i cant have ya by myside tonight, i cant have ya baby.... i cant cuddle ya like every father in this world does, i cant feed ya like every father does, i'm a useless one.... i really regret on what happen ... but i never ever regret loving ya hunz.... it happened so fast like a speeding bullets that kills.... i love ya hunz and ya too... when everything is back too normal i promise i wont let ya down like what ur best fren say.... i will protect ya in the future to come..... this is what i promise to ya, ur best fren and the bloggy.... rite now i'm writing with tears, i donnow y am i feeling so mentally distressed..... losing that is like losing someone that u really love most..... sorrows sanked deep inside my blood now...don't mourned for me as u are not the one to place the blame....


i'm sorry Elly Natasha ~

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uncontrolled spaces
lifeless til provoked
deep uncharted oceans
nonexistent til claimed
great raging fires

Silent.......

when there is no one
when no one is mine
the no one is me
the no one is me

Me..............

tall reaching branches
pointless to even try
countless flaming cities
measured without costall-seeing eyes

inside the orchard
there's a scent of devilry
as was in my heart(...the sweetness overripe...)
rancid in attempt
to overcome the shackles
if only the soil could hold
without stories to tell

the wide open wound
won't heal without purpose
it never stops
the wide open wound
that never heals

Never Heals..........

The No ONE is Me........

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Whoever you are out there.... juz leave me alone for sometime..... need to hibernate a while.....

Booking in for camp..... see ya peeps around i guess.....take care.....

Silence................................................................

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staring at the sky high wondering when will this be over ? how come there's no stars tonite? where's all the stars gone? are they scared to show up themselves ? or are they a coward juz like i am?

always thought that relationships are meant to be broken.... and friendships always stays... but today i learned something new..... friendships are meant to be broken.... should have done something but i think i've done it enough...... i'm not sure where did it went wrong? could it be nad's harsh words on the bloggy ? i really donnow.... i could not even say ur name infront of nad... how can i convinced her? i thought u are my bestest frens among my bestest fwens.... a lil issues like this and u want it to be over? wth? for 2 years i've not even put words on ya....put an issues on ya....i will always smile when i see ya? but now? what kind of a best fwen are ya if ya dun even wanna listen to what my explaination is? stress overcome me and now this? wat more buddy? try to be in my shoes..... what will ya do? i cant say much... i'm scared i will hurt the other party.....and i know u're hurt too coz of nad's bloggy.... i know i understand..... but like i say i cant even say ur name infront of her.... try to be in my shoes buddy..... juz for once understand me..... !!!! should've done something but i've done it enough by the way your hands were shaking rather waste my time with ya....



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